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EKA
bitter
Wednesday, March 23

Its been long since my last post. Decided to post, like finally. B'cus i kinda miss posting like i usually did. Felt like deleting my blog but it contains a whole of memories. Bitter and sweet ones. Heart-wrenching and warm- hearted ones. (';
i've just finished my 1st year in ITE. still got a year more to go. hopefully, my results won't be as bad as it used to be. * fingers crossed. This year been a hard one for me. Been through difficult times. What should i do with this hear of mine ? Sometimes i hate. Sometimes i love. Sometimes i hurt. Sometimes i don't. At times i really felt like taking it all back. Fading .. but would it do any good ? I know i shouldn't be really letting my feelings overcoming my brains cause the result would be so disastrous. I hate it. I hate myself. I hate myself because i have fickle a heart and brain. All this negativity is killing me. It makes me refused to accept happiness. I should be happy, so why I'm not ? Its true when he says I'm feeling all miserable because i refused to tell him how i truly feel. Idk. When I'm with him, I'm happy. when I'm not, i feel all down and out. Can anyone explain what I'm gg through exactly ? or i do have a mental illness ?




Tam-Mang
As chapters unfolds


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Tam ♥

Eka. But Tam is my nick
25/10/1991 is when i first saw the world
short simplicity zinger

Mang ♥

Hafiz. My Beloved Apple Pie
I don't know when but I've fallen for you since baby
the Joy, the Laughter, the Sin
: Fickled.Zany ♥
: Electro.R&b.Pop.Indo.Korea
: Anywhere near my love ♥



Scream Some Love ♥
I take sarcasm as a compliment (:

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