Its been long since my last post. Decided to post, like finally. B'cus i kinda miss posting like i usually did. Felt like deleting my blog but it contains a whole of memories. Bitter and sweet ones. Heart-wrenching and warm- hearted ones. ('; i've just finished my 1st year in ITE. still got a year more to go. hopefully, my results won't be as bad as it used to be. * fingers crossed. This year been a hard one for me. Been through difficult times. What should i do with this hear of mine ? Sometimes i hate. Sometimes i love. Sometimes i hurt. Sometimes i don't. At times i really felt like taking it all back. Fading .. but would it do any good ? I know i shouldn't be really letting my feelings overcoming my brains cause the result would be so disastrous. I hate it. I hate myself. I hate myself because i have fickle a heart and brain. All this negativity is killing me. It makes me refused to accept happiness. I should be happy, so why I'm not ? Its true when he says I'm feeling all miserable because i refused to tell him how i truly feel. Idk. When I'm with him, I'm happy. when I'm not, i feel all down and out. Can anyone explain what I'm gg through exactly ? or i do have a mental illness ?
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