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EKA
i ain't qonna lay it low anymore
Tuesday, December 29
damn ,
i fcukinq hate work now ..
wad that had hppn to issa hppned to me now , and this sucks to the core ..
already the pay is low , than it qot delayed ?
u (filipino) , think its funny izit delayinq ppl's pay ?
* to anyone , im not beinq racist , so no offence aye ..
if i were the one to delay ur pay , hw would u feel ?
anqry , mad , pissed off ryte ?
well , hell yeah !
im pissed off by all this whole crap shit thinqy okeh ?!
kns ! ahh , saye benci dyr lahh ..
already she put me lesser hours for the tyme i work durinq nov month , now this ?
wth , she put me only 11 hours ajer durinq my nov work ?
cb ! whereas , i can say that i work 2 days onli ahh , already the hours more than 12 sia.
idk wad the hell she wants sia ..
all the work that she asked me to do , i didn't qrumble or wad and yet this is wad i qet ?
haish , life is so unfair ... i mean the work lah .
so shit !
i dun care , i'll hunt her till i qet my pay and provided my pay tally with the hours i work ..
ahhhh !!
nd i cnt believe that 2 more days and its already 2010 ??
oh my qod .. dat means im qettinq older nd older la lyk this ?
aisey bedah -_- ..
hahs , i old , bbyboi laqy old ..
hahah , kidds ayg ..
tarq la wher qot old ? kiter orq lamer not old kan b ??
hee heee (:
ok lah , will update asap .
love u <3
i fcukinq hate work now ..
wad that had hppn to issa hppned to me now , and this sucks to the core ..
already the pay is low , than it qot delayed ?
u (filipino) , think its funny izit delayinq ppl's pay ?
* to anyone , im not beinq racist , so no offence aye ..
if i were the one to delay ur pay , hw would u feel ?
anqry , mad , pissed off ryte ?
well , hell yeah !
im pissed off by all this whole crap shit thinqy okeh ?!
kns ! ahh , saye benci dyr lahh ..
already she put me lesser hours for the tyme i work durinq nov month , now this ?
wth , she put me only 11 hours ajer durinq my nov work ?
cb ! whereas , i can say that i work 2 days onli ahh , already the hours more than 12 sia.
idk wad the hell she wants sia ..
all the work that she asked me to do , i didn't qrumble or wad and yet this is wad i qet ?
haish , life is so unfair ... i mean the work lah .
so shit !
i dun care , i'll hunt her till i qet my pay and provided my pay tally with the hours i work ..
ahhhh !!
nd i cnt believe that 2 more days and its already 2010 ??
oh my qod .. dat means im qettinq older nd older la lyk this ?
aisey bedah -_- ..
hahs , i old , bbyboi laqy old ..
hahah , kidds ayg ..
tarq la wher qot old ? kiter orq lamer not old kan b ??
hee heee (:
ok lah , will update asap .
love u <3
my thanks to love <3
Saturday, December 26
251209
christmas cum mummy's bday ..
haahh .. it was such a kecohrable day lahh.
i slept over at hafiz's house so the nxt day i've to rush back home to put my stuffs at mu house and then we went out aqain to celebrate mummy's b'day ..
bby hafiz is treatinq mummy to eat ,
so we went to pelanqi restaurant to eat ..
jyeaah !
my dear lil sis ain ordered the most expensive dish which the person recommend ( duh )
beef rip and strawberry float
while i and hym share chicken and chips (:
ahh , the chicken is sooo chewy and juicy seyh .. i love it yeow and the total cost he had to pay was $ 91.10 ( oh my qod ! so ex ahh ? )
anw thank you sayannqkk .. <3
then we head to parkway parade ,
and holly cow ! there's a sale.
all the stuffs are at 50% off siol !!
ahh , but heart pain sunqquh la cus my pay isint in yet ( nbcb )
then i saw stuff elmo and i went gaga over it lahh , but the elmo is small-ey and besides i've no money ):
sobsob .. uwwaahhhh !
elmo elmo elmo ! i love elmo !
i want elmo ..
ahh i remembered the other tyme at senqkanq i spotted a super HUMONGOUS giant ELMO
ahh , but i have to play the arcade in order to win the super HUMONGOUS giant ELMO ):
how to win sehy lyk dat ?
unfair btl ! chicken nehh !
qrr ( anqry already )
hmm .. back to the story , we went around lookinq at other stuffs and then we went to adidas store and that is wen i spot PINK adidas slipper :O
ohhh laalalalaa , that is the slipper that i've been eyeinq for since , idk ey ??
then my beloved dearest apiz jst took it nd pay for it even tho i hesitate here and there cus i feel so bad usinq hys money lahh ..
really 45dlrs okeh , not cheap u'knw
he says to me that its ok , since he knws i've been eyeinq it for sooo lonnnq ..
heheh (:
and aftr dat i was tease by my dearest fam ( thank you v.much ey ? for makinq me blush so hard )
horrible ppl lah u all ! (pretend to be anqry oni eka )
hahas , after all the chaosness , we head back home to my crib and alonq the way , we stop by p.mlm and buy kropok lekor and wadeh ..
by the tyme we reach home it was already 11 plus ..
dad told bby to sleepovr and so he did ..
i and hym watched avatar on lappy while mummy play cafeworld , and the rest sleepinq , or slackinq i quess ?
i slept halwat thru the movie as i was so sleepy ..
than bby woke me uap at 1am in the morninq , to send hym off to bed ??
haha (:
bby bby ( shake head )
i woke hym up at 0545 am as he had to work in the morninq tday and boy was he lyk a zombie -_-
lahh , tu lah saper suro tydo lmbt2?
i send hym off to the door oni ( ceh eka )
and i continue sleepinq till 7 to prepare for work ..
ahh tday work was borinq , ther's nutinq much to do yeow , so i slack here and there .
ahh , my back aches so much that i started o tink whether i'm qrowinq old lyk ah ma ahso already.
lol (:
kays will update soon (:
ps : love , thank you once aqain <3
christmas cum mummy's bday ..
haahh .. it was such a kecohrable day lahh.
i slept over at hafiz's house so the nxt day i've to rush back home to put my stuffs at mu house and then we went out aqain to celebrate mummy's b'day ..
bby hafiz is treatinq mummy to eat ,
so we went to pelanqi restaurant to eat ..
jyeaah !
my dear lil sis ain ordered the most expensive dish which the person recommend ( duh )
beef rip and strawberry float
while i and hym share chicken and chips (:
ahh , the chicken is sooo chewy and juicy seyh .. i love it yeow and the total cost he had to pay was $ 91.10 ( oh my qod ! so ex ahh ? )
anw thank you sayannqkk .. <3
then we head to parkway parade ,
and holly cow ! there's a sale.
all the stuffs are at 50% off siol !!
ahh , but heart pain sunqquh la cus my pay isint in yet ( nbcb )
then i saw stuff elmo and i went gaga over it lahh , but the elmo is small-ey and besides i've no money ):
sobsob .. uwwaahhhh !
elmo elmo elmo ! i love elmo !
i want elmo ..
ahh i remembered the other tyme at senqkanq i spotted a super HUMONGOUS giant ELMO
ahh , but i have to play the arcade in order to win the super HUMONGOUS giant ELMO ):
how to win sehy lyk dat ?
unfair btl ! chicken nehh !
qrr ( anqry already )
hmm .. back to the story , we went around lookinq at other stuffs and then we went to adidas store and that is wen i spot PINK adidas slipper :O
ohhh laalalalaa , that is the slipper that i've been eyeinq for since , idk ey ??
then my beloved dearest apiz jst took it nd pay for it even tho i hesitate here and there cus i feel so bad usinq hys money lahh ..
really 45dlrs okeh , not cheap u'knw
he says to me that its ok , since he knws i've been eyeinq it for sooo lonnnq ..
heheh (:
and aftr dat i was tease by my dearest fam ( thank you v.much ey ? for makinq me blush so hard )
horrible ppl lah u all ! (pretend to be anqry oni eka )
hahas , after all the chaosness , we head back home to my crib and alonq the way , we stop by p.mlm and buy kropok lekor and wadeh ..
by the tyme we reach home it was already 11 plus ..
dad told bby to sleepovr and so he did ..
i and hym watched avatar on lappy while mummy play cafeworld , and the rest sleepinq , or slackinq i quess ?
i slept halwat thru the movie as i was so sleepy ..
than bby woke me uap at 1am in the morninq , to send hym off to bed ??
haha (:
bby bby ( shake head )
i woke hym up at 0545 am as he had to work in the morninq tday and boy was he lyk a zombie -_-
lahh , tu lah saper suro tydo lmbt2?
i send hym off to the door oni ( ceh eka )
and i continue sleepinq till 7 to prepare for work ..
ahh tday work was borinq , ther's nutinq much to do yeow , so i slack here and there .
ahh , my back aches so much that i started o tink whether i'm qrowinq old lyk ah ma ahso already.
lol (:
kays will update soon (:
ps : love , thank you once aqain <3
dear diary ,
Friday, December 25
ahh its already passed midniqht !
dearest mummy ...
happy b'day yq ke 36 (:
ahh , dahh old alr but still pretty as ever (:
cheers for that !
but but , eka is feelinq sad bcus she did not qet anythinq for beloved mummy ..
)':
* sob sob ..
no money yet , my payday is on the 29th i tink ?
ahh , saye feel so bad sey cus nvr get for you anythinq yet ..
ahh ( feelinq so quilty ) -_-
back aqain , 2mr dun knw if qot plan ker tarq eyh ?
yela its christmas and mummy's bday ..
hmmm ..
ahh tday work was quite fun, closinq the store.
so the vey kecohh sia ..
haha (:
it's fun taw , really no bluff !
but i cnt shut the shutter sey , so the bisinq yeow !
naq lock the shutter ponn susah ..
podahh ! eka mcm phm jek eyh (:
hahaha .
ok will update soon (:
love u all <3
dearest mummy ...
happy b'day yq ke 36 (:
ahh , dahh old alr but still pretty as ever (:
cheers for that !
but but , eka is feelinq sad bcus she did not qet anythinq for beloved mummy ..
)':
* sob sob ..
no money yet , my payday is on the 29th i tink ?
ahh , saye feel so bad sey cus nvr get for you anythinq yet ..
ahh ( feelinq so quilty ) -_-
back aqain , 2mr dun knw if qot plan ker tarq eyh ?
yela its christmas and mummy's bday ..
hmmm ..
ahh tday work was quite fun, closinq the store.
so the vey kecohh sia ..
haha (:
it's fun taw , really no bluff !
but i cnt shut the shutter sey , so the bisinq yeow !
naq lock the shutter ponn susah ..
podahh ! eka mcm phm jek eyh (:
hahaha .
ok will update soon (:
love u all <3
mix HEART mix FEELINGS
Wednesday, December 16
aahh ..
work really sucks to the core and worst still i will only qet my pay on the 29th dec ( provided the stupid company pays on time )
now , i cnt buy prezzie for beloved mummy on her bday on the 25th of dec ..
):
i can still qive her the belated prezzie , but it jst feels so .. unspecial since her bday is already over ?
shuccks ! i hate it man !
sheesh ..
i dun knw if i've made the write choice or not ..
even its is not the smartest choice i've made i won't turn backed aqaisnt it , cus for once this is my life and since i've made this choice , i should jst qo forward with it
its not about runninq frm situation , its more about how we faced it and learning frm the mistakes.
we shld stop blaminq others where we were actually the ones at fault
be a stronqer person and stop whinninq when you are feaced with situations like this.
cus for sure , there are more to cum ahead in life.
stay positive and patient my dear eka ..
cus only then i am able to succeed and survive in life ..
work really sucks to the core and worst still i will only qet my pay on the 29th dec ( provided the stupid company pays on time )
now , i cnt buy prezzie for beloved mummy on her bday on the 25th of dec ..
):
i can still qive her the belated prezzie , but it jst feels so .. unspecial since her bday is already over ?
shuccks ! i hate it man !
sheesh ..
i dun knw if i've made the write choice or not ..
even its is not the smartest choice i've made i won't turn backed aqaisnt it , cus for once this is my life and since i've made this choice , i should jst qo forward with it
its not about runninq frm situation , its more about how we faced it and learning frm the mistakes.
we shld stop blaminq others where we were actually the ones at fault
be a stronqer person and stop whinninq when you are feaced with situations like this.
cus for sure , there are more to cum ahead in life.
stay positive and patient my dear eka ..
cus only then i am able to succeed and survive in life ..
my promises
Friday, December 11
this feelinq of mine ..
it jst left me renderinq helplessly.
this confusion heart of mine ,
leaves my head throbbinq ..
i dun knw ..
all that i knw is that ,
i jst want to do my bestest part as a good gf to you ..
even tho , i may not be ur bestest qf ever ?
i promise to myself that i will take very qood care of you ..
cus u never fails to enliqhtened up my days and briqhtened it up with ur warm affectious smile.
i promise to love you everyday
i promise to miss you every sinqle seconds
i promise to be there for at any tyme of the day
i promise you that i will be there when you need me most
i promise that i will be there for you , durinq the ups and downs of ur life
be it happiness , sadness , health or sickness ( does this sounds lyk a weddinq vows ? well so be it )
all .. i knw is that i will try to be a good qf to you (:
work really sucks *
it jst left me renderinq helplessly.
this confusion heart of mine ,
leaves my head throbbinq ..
i dun knw ..
all that i knw is that ,
i jst want to do my bestest part as a good gf to you ..
even tho , i may not be ur bestest qf ever ?
i promise to myself that i will take very qood care of you ..
cus u never fails to enliqhtened up my days and briqhtened it up with ur warm affectious smile.
i promise to love you everyday
i promise to miss you every sinqle seconds
i promise to be there for at any tyme of the day
i promise you that i will be there when you need me most
i promise that i will be there for you , durinq the ups and downs of ur life
be it happiness , sadness , health or sickness ( does this sounds lyk a weddinq vows ? well so be it )
all .. i knw is that i will try to be a good qf to you (:
work really sucks *
love may be possesive , but it does'nt meant that you have to posessed the person itself
Tuesday, December 8
damm i tried uploadinq the pics that i went to the zoo on 071209.
stupid error connection ..
jst view my fb , if there's any who want to see it.
i went to the zoo with issa dearest and her fam.
gosh it was sexcitinq , super tirinq ..
gosh ! we practically spent the whole day there.
and i slept at 3 in the the morninq due to insomnia-ness ( does this word even exist ?)
and woke up at 6 for work ..
wahh , feel so zombie-ness.
must meet shiqa bby and kellyrave asap sehy !!
wheee .. nehmind gerls , i'll find one day taht im free out of my work loads or any other duties or so.
cheh , podaahh ! lyk real only duties.
ok lahh , gtg
ps : imy kojack
stupid error connection ..
jst view my fb , if there's any who want to see it.
i went to the zoo with issa dearest and her fam.
gosh it was sexcitinq , super tirinq ..
gosh ! we practically spent the whole day there.
and i slept at 3 in the the morninq due to insomnia-ness ( does this word even exist ?)
and woke up at 6 for work ..
wahh , feel so zombie-ness.
must meet shiqa bby and kellyrave asap sehy !!
wheee .. nehmind gerls , i'll find one day taht im free out of my work loads or any other duties or so.
cheh , podaahh ! lyk real only duties.
ok lahh , gtg
ps : imy kojack
and you came and you chanqe my whole world now. now i see what love means ..
Saturday, December 5
ahh ..
i just cut my hair .. it feels funny yea.
went to work in the morninq jst nw ..
arrh , i screw up durinq my work..
so clumsy lyk hell ..
maybe its bcus since i've work the last few days ??
yea it should be lurhs ..
oh oh my bby is bck frm barcelona (:
yippieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ..
dah lamerr taq mit her and contact her !!
hee .. must mit you soon love.
jyeaahhh , hafiz bby is workinq tday .. awww ..
hope to mit you soon love <3
i just cut my hair .. it feels funny yea.
went to work in the morninq jst nw ..
arrh , i screw up durinq my work..
so clumsy lyk hell ..
maybe its bcus since i've work the last few days ??
yea it should be lurhs ..
oh oh my bby is bck frm barcelona (:
yippieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ..
dah lamerr taq mit her and contact her !!
hee .. must mit you soon love.
jyeaahhh , hafiz bby is workinq tday .. awww ..
hope to mit you soon love <3
Tuesday, December 1
im pissed off naturally , by work i mean.
can you imaqine workinq once every week ?!
come on , hw much can u jst earned with dat so little money ?
i mean i could barely survive with so little money nwadays ..
you are one horrible ass crack botak head manaqer !
now , thnks to you botak head and the kelinq fren of yours i have to find other alternative to maintain my instability income ..
pfft ~
after i knocked off frm work , i met my beloved ( apiz ) at hys house ..
aww , poor hym.
he's havinq fever.
so i took care of hym and be hys ' mummy ' for the tyme beinq althouqh hys real mummy is at home.
jyeaahhaahha :D
2mr im not workinq , at last ..
ahh .. i misss my qundu ( marr bby )
biler ni naq mit ??
i miss my qerlfrens , really.
yana , marr , and of course shiqa !!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ..
must mit them soon (:
gtg .. will update asap.
apiz bby , rest well aye ?
get well soon and and ily <3
can you imaqine workinq once every week ?!
come on , hw much can u jst earned with dat so little money ?
i mean i could barely survive with so little money nwadays ..
you are one horrible ass crack botak head manaqer !
now , thnks to you botak head and the kelinq fren of yours i have to find other alternative to maintain my instability income ..
pfft ~
after i knocked off frm work , i met my beloved ( apiz ) at hys house ..
aww , poor hym.
he's havinq fever.
so i took care of hym and be hys ' mummy ' for the tyme beinq althouqh hys real mummy is at home.
jyeaahhaahha :D
2mr im not workinq , at last ..
ahh .. i misss my qundu ( marr bby )
biler ni naq mit ??
i miss my qerlfrens , really.
yana , marr , and of course shiqa !!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ..
must mit them soon (:
gtg .. will update asap.
apiz bby , rest well aye ?
get well soon and and ily <3
Tam-Mang
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