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Monday, May 31

so tday CA for BZE is not that bad (:

lyk seriusly uhs.

ader aku blaja lyk until so the 'dalam' , end up kelua sket ajer ??

haha.

kecohhhhhhhhh .. tapy happy uhs at least i can do (:

nary babyLOVE is as BOON KENG fire post.

ksian dyr , hes the only fireman pat situ nd th rest sumer setcom.

sighs.

and guess what ?!

i got my CA result for POA ,

nd sumpah aku tot aku flunk , rupenyerh tidak (:

cehy eka not bad ..

hehehe :D

cumer i just need improvements.

ok doh .. slow nd steady aye ??

fvuk !

tomorrow is my BL interview.

aku takot uhs sio ..

tkt the in charge tnyr aku quest bey i cant answ ..

sighs ;0

all the best uh eka.

wed pulak NAFA test. SIOLLLLLLLLL

lyk wtf ?!

what kind of nonsense sia ..

i can run nd everything but not standing broad jump.

paling jauh dat i can jumo pon is 140 ++

itulah my definition of jauh ..

hehe.

baby ? i pnjam ur kaki for standing broad jump boley tarq dear ??

pleaseee baby (: with strawberries on top (:

hehehe

ok enough of ny crap.

will update soon aye lovelies (:

aku da miss my BABY very much much

he may not be as perfect but he's the only one that i've always wanted (:

Sunday, May 30

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i meet up with babylove.

we decided to catch a movie 'Once a Gangster"

nd we always end up having problems on which cinema nd where ??

haha , last last tgk apt ILUMA nd citer 'Prince of Persia'

ok best (:

citer 'Once a Gangster' lambat sngt uh start.

kul 10 plus malam ..

kesian love , kemponan narq tgk );

haha

citer 'Prince of Persia' best (:

confrm plus CHOP uhs ~

pastu pastu kan guess saper aku terserempak ??

u know who la kan ?? tak nak mention ..

sighs. mood aku terus deflated japp for that moment ..

oh weel will update soon aye ??

cheerios ~

CA bsk uhs sio ..

study ! study !

sexy love

Friday, May 28

i wish all the best to fahmi nd issa
i knw it has not been very easy for both of them
may they have the strong will to face the obstacles in future hand ~
amin

kays mendakk -_-
monday will be my CA for BZE
unit 1 smpai unit 3
fuhhhh ..
bnyk tawk .. sedeh sehy

aku tetibe miss babyboy aku plak
hehe (:
aper ajer ey dyr tgh buat skrng ??
tyto uhs , cnfrm pom pee pee nyerh uhs
hehehe
meet me tmrw bhy !!
ke lusa ker ?

nyeeet ;p

love kamu bacheyn (:

pfft !

Wednesday, May 26

boring -_-
same ol same ol story ..
yawn * tarqde lagyk yg interesting ke ? please lah eh ..
balek2 itu jgk yg kau type ..
hahah . out of words ke per gf ?
sudahh lah .. get a lyfe ~
i've no tyme to entertain people lyk u.
u got brains ryte ? so make use of it wisely (:

anw , tday school was boring with capital B
lost my appetite (:
yeaaah !
boley la aku slim melim qyni mcm.
hees ;D

anyway , love i've jst realised how important you are to me.
the value of you being here , with me , by my side is priceless
how could i be so blind that i can't differentiate it ?
i am truly sorry about what i did in the past
its a mistake nd i truly repent
no one else except you is all i ever needed
no else but you that i would love
no one else but you that my heart would beats for.
i promise that

if only , i have superpower ;
i would roam the sky with you
if only , i have all the riches in the world ;
i would buy you anything that u wants
if only i could take all ur sadness ;
you would always be happy
if only i could take all your sufferings ;
you would always be carefree
if only i could ever do baby ..
all i ever want was to see you smile everyday in your daily life.
be it rain or sunshine

i l o v e y o u m o h d h a f i z with all my heart sayang (:

girlfriends (:

Tuesday, May 25

gosh !
meet the people i love in ite (:
nuradilia , syaza liyana , noor atikah , nur faridah , nur narissa and fazlina (:
but of course , fathin , soffey is also include la kans ~
only that they are not in the pics
thanks korang for being there for me (:
love korang many many ..
they have been there for me trough my ups nd downs
i love you all
and i miss my babylove (;

shit

i don't care what people want or had to say about me

they have their own say nd so do i ..

i don't judge people so neither should people judge me

im here not to please anybody

thank you

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dear love ;

Monday, May 24

ok so tday CA POA sucks

-_-

did'nt knw if i could make it this tyme round

( * fingers crossed )

ok so tady i knocked from skul siang seyyy ..

told baby love about it

pastu plan was to meet hym to catch a movie

awww , baby love told me he wants to spend more tyme with me

he tkot .. ( due to some reasons la kans )

i am tuly sorry at that point of tyme baby );

ahhh , anw i dah sexcited la kan !

abey tarq smpai 15 mins i txt with hym check2 dpat tawu dyr tertydo );

aper dahh

harapan putus ahh -

haha.

tidakk lah , im not so petty (:

i l o v e y o u b a b y l o v e v e r y m u c h ~

T H A N K Y O U V E R Y M U C H F O R E V E R Y T H I N G

Y o u M e a n t T h e W o r l d T o Me (:

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nd i miss BABYG nd SYAIISHA

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nd to .....

i knw things have been hard for you

nd things aren't gonna be the same anymore

nd that you going to need all the patience in the world

but i know that you are strong enough to pull it off

i am truly sorry if i werent ther for you when you need me the most

i just want the best for you

nd i want you to smile ur bestest even if the world is upside down

awesome (:

Sunday, May 23

tday i went to the singapore zoological zoo (:

it was AWESOME ..

i've always wanted to go to the zoo with hym.

to spend some precious tyme nd catch up things with hym (:

we reach around 1047 am .

it was so packed with families.

aku berdua aje dgn dyr (:

kecoh ! bby was so the jakun

we just walked and walked nd walked ..

balek2 balek tmpat same ..

hahah !

doinks ! gundu ahh kite dua ..

nyeet ~ ;p

we left zoo around 2 plus gytuh ..

lamer perh ??

haha.

dah khusyuk berjln la kan ?

aku miss dier a lot

hehe , pdahl are meet (:

oh well , im having my POA CA tmrw );

mati oh ~

blum study that much uhs ..

haha.

wish me all the best ppl ..

i was flying now i am falling

Saturday, May 22

* i nver thought i love ny loved this much

i am really sorry.

never have i the intention to hurt your feelings

that would be the last thing in earth that i would do

you may think its pointless now

may think its useless nd may even think that im lying

but for all i knw , im just saying what i had to say.

i've always loved you but i did not ask this to happen ..

all this is inevitable ..

i cant help it

im such a failure bcus i could not even take good care of my beloved heart nd feelings.

i did not tell you bcus , im jst scared.

scared that you would be mad at me . scared that you would hate me for all your life , scared that you will not want me to exist in your life.

* i am truly sorry. please accept my sincerity

i can't do without you love ~

symphony ~

Wednesday, May 19

i still loves you as ever ~

i want SUNDAY

my heart seeks and yearns for you

it keeps beating ur name.

hmmm ..

Tuesday, May 18

is it me or is it u love ?

i can't seem to understand whats happening ..

it all seems lyk a trial test to me.

i've always loved u i lyk i always did

wheeeee (:

Monday, May 17

tday on my way to skul , i almost slip nd fall
oh my qeeee !
how embarrasinq sehy ..
fvuk it ~
ohhh , tday there is a talk on YOG
cooolio uhs the hotel (:
but yg sedeh nyerh , i didnt managed to get hold of the form ..
happraak !
oh .. i wonder how i did for y POA test ?
hmmm ..
FLUNKED or PASS ehy ?
sheeeeeesh.
made a bet with didi.
if i FAILED , i can slapped hys face (:
ainkkkk ?
ok arh gytu , i narq fail uhs (:
hehheheh ..
ok thats about it ~

*I MISS UBBY (:

symphony ~

Sunday, May 16

i still loves you as ever ~

i want SUNDAY

my heart seeks and yearns for you

it keeps beating ur name.

sunshine LOVE

150510

was so much of a hectic

so many things happen , nd its beyond control

i feel so bad about ytd baby.

it was never ny intention to hurt u ubbhy.

never did i thought my words and action had hurt u unknowingly

im so sorry

i should be ther most when you need me .

lyk i've already promised to ryte love ??

u may think our relationship is pointless

but that is not true

u meant a lot to me

even words can't describe how i truly feel at that point of tyme.

u may think i dun care less about you neither do i still want this relationship to keep on going

as it has always been ..

breathing your love.

u may not even knw that i still love you the way it is

it has nvr chnged a bit or so.

thank you love ..

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i met up with baby ytd.

when to hys crib to nanny hym

poor ubbhy ..

he is so sick .

curses , wish i could do something to ease the pain he felt ):

anyway , i cuddled hym to sleep nd eventually he fall asleep

ok done !

but im bored la kan , dyr da tydo then aper i narq buat kan ??

nsb hy sis aderh

so we camwhored !

hehehe

so yahhhh ..

nd shucks ! currently doing bze trying to analyse it

fvuk it ~

grr.

unfortunately dat someone ask me to it for my own good (:
ok sweets , i will aye ?

and thank you so much ..

i appreciate it truckloads (:

really i do , cus u never fails to make me smile whenver im down (:

* i miss syaiisha bby ):

boo-ness

Saturday, May 15

fvuk it
mood-less~deteriorating~falling out~

i don't need a PARACHUTE

Wednesday, May 12

you're gonna catch me when i fall down

i won't fall out of love

i fall into you

be my sweetest stranger

cus i'll be there for you needless to say

and that i promise my dear

u do make my world evolve in happiness

a BIG thank you (:

* u knw i knw ehyk ..

nyeet ~

conflict in my heart

Tuesday, May 11

this crazy feeling that she is feeling ryte now might just make her qo twisted.

she's very much confused

but there's nothing much she could do about it.

she could simply choose to ignore about it or continue with it.

he was her downfall.

preety much , me myself is confused about it.

hmmm ..

i just hope things would turn out for the better for she , hym , and he.

fvuk the assignments !

due date is catching up real fast.

n im still lacking behind.

plus the loads of test coming up.

lagy what the fvuk kan ?

oh well , wad can you expect la kan ..

i miss ubbhylove

be it far or near i will be there for you (;

my sweetest sacharine (:

rendevous

Sunday, May 9

hmmmmmmmmmm ..

fvuk test cuming soon.

kanchong spider ahh sia ...

knnbcb !

nehmind F1 here i cum , aku narq sio join ..

choose me ! me ! me !

haha.

to marr bbyg , stay strong , i'll be there. ily always.

to shekeen , bhy aku miss kau.

to issa , thank you syaaaaaaang.

to yana , bhy meet me soon.

to class , i cnfrm die sio .. malu lyk fvuk. cb cb/

to ubhhyLOVe , i miss you lyk forever la kans ..

Saturday, May 8

had a " short " date with babylove(s)
marr nd yana (:
awww , i miss you two lyk gyle babi to the bang uhs.
fvuk.
im down with flu , fever plus cough.
shoo !
qo away la weyh.
i need to qet well tawk.
i miss ubbylove , bbyg nd ....
dot dot dot :p

my love (:

my baby

hello semua (:

Tuesday, May 4

ok smue , been busy dqn skul lahhs.

hees.

erm , basically lyfe has been hectic with homeworks , friends , relationship and all ..

defined love ..

what does it truly meant to anyone of you ?

as for me , im lost in those words.

twisted head , fickled heart , juggled emotions.

hmmmm ..

all that i knw that i love you bhy , still do nd will continue to do so.

as someone close to me told me to treasure your love while you can ~

unexpected (;

woah mcm unexpected gytu ehyk (insert name) bley tersuke (insert name)

hahha.

its lyk way out of the league lah kans.

kecohhhhhhhhhhhh sio ..

confusion abes uhs qyni.

haha.

ok tday's talk is full shit okeh.

all craps ~

fvuk it , the skul i mean.

but the ppl is cooooliooooo (:

the only reasons i love skul is bcus of the ppl surroundinq me (:

hmmmm .

fickled heart , unexpected care , nd unintended choice tooo ..

UBBHY LOVE , aku syanq kamu dearest

wheeeeeeeeeee (:

Saturday, May 1

nawie mama ajk saye qy tgk wayanq.

jqn jeles ehyk ?

kite narq qy tqk cite iron man (:

hehe.

ok skul is fun.

aku suker ..

nd nd

aku miss ubbylove & babyg (s)

hmm.

kays lahs ..

gtg ..

Tam-Mang

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