aper yg hectic ness nyerh ?
tday 260110 im officially hired by COFFEE CLUB.
ceh , lyk wad oni.
so how's work tady ehyk ?
seriusly i am soooo the clumsy , cus this is my first ever tyme im havinq fnb line as my work.
yeahh for real.
nvr did i ever expect.
but oh well , u miqht aw well jst try workinq rather than rottinq at home and bumminq around btwn home and outside.
true ? true ?
if aku anak tauke i dun mind uhs.
haa.
ok first thinq first paqy paqy laqy im already out frm my house .. jst to buy the black shoe.
i no shoe sia. hw to work ?
so mcm orq qyle la i rush to and fro.
well , last min nyerh work ryte ?
pdn muke kau !
haha. so when i've reached , manaqer ask me to berdiri pat host stand to welcome and greet the quest.
senanq ajer kan ?
tapy its durinq the peak hours.
maner narq qreet ? mane narq lead them ? buka menu laqy ?
kanchonq spider sehy me.
haiyoh !
ahh tawu tarqpe den when sheri ( my new colleauge ) (: left. im alone.
oh wait how to handle ? eka blum tawu laqy sehy how to take order ?
tolooooonnnqqqq oi !!
hehe , den kak azi ( she's cute for her aqe taw. 37 nd yet shorter than me ? how's that ? ) tlg me. she teach me the basic stuff.
okay , den hasmi who looks lyk my frens boifey fahmi ader to help too.
aww , thnks sumer.
ahyer pastu i very the malu uhs.
manaqer ask me to add warm water to one of the quest's tea.
idk. i mean i knw how to but the thinq is i only did wad i knw wad to do.
which is to pour warm water frm the beaker to the glass.
but the customer nyerh is not frm glass tapy frm kettle air red cherry tea.
so i pour slowly lah . but i soon realise that the beaker tuhh air dyr can only put abit ajer and the water kelua so the siket and pelan.
i wait wait. tgn pon dah lenquh tuanq air.
check check kak azi dtq ckp pat customer tuh ' sorry sorry. she's new. i will do it for u instead '.
ahyo the customer lauqh at me sia.
abeh hasmi ckp ' kecoh sehy , laen kali tuanq skali lah pkai kuali '
u chicken sia hasmi !!
malu nyerh aku.
dahla tu i almost drop pinqqan.
ahh. can die oh.
bey ader customer ask me for my aqe ..
he says im so younq .. i say im 18 , he shocked.
wth ? aku nmpk muda ehy ?
hee hee .. awet muda la kans.
ahhh .. 2mr saye work .. phobia laqy.
kays will upadate soon.
baby baby i miss miss miss miss miss you (:

my sayaank




muke aku mcm nabehy chibai sia. haha.




muker aku sungguh the tarq perlu otey.


i met up with my darlinq ; shekeen kuchenq.
mmq pon ah dyr mcm cat. so the shy at first , tapy lamer2 pon becok lyk me.
oh no wait i'm the super hyper becok one.
hee hee , serius uh .
mcm train sehy i talk , kalah bullet train yq pat japan tuhh ..
hee :D
yeow , she's super tall , i mean dor her aqe lah.
aku nihh da tua tua banqka pon ttp kateq. wth ?
haha , tarqpe la asl kn cute .. ( cey eka dun prasan can ? )
heheheheheh.
must mit me soon otey love ?
kay qo ..
ahh 2mr i start work. yeow char kuey teow !!
tkt uhs ~
ahh , missinq love everyday. miss miss miss miss ..

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my wonderful super adorable atok (;





my sweet kecoohh nenek (;





tday 240110
went out dqn love.
we gy city square , located at farrer park around there laa ehyk.
oh my god ! bsar or wad city square ??
JAKON japp aku ..
hahaha.
oh , den jln pey jln skali msk plak kdai best denki.
fuhyooo , i saw vaio pey lappy nd nd ipod shuffle , creative zen , tv , cameras , and psp qo larh sehy.
EKA . U ARE SO THE JAKON ! mcm tarq pnh je nmpk tu sumer.
podaaahhh ~
hahahahaw.
actuali my love lah ni narq tgk2 the tee-vee'ssssssss entah lah for wad.
den we were planninq to buy psp.
jyeaah !
* ps ; bby , no matter wad i'll stand by u.

awwww .. cute kan ??
dis pic really reminds me of someone .. in fact ytd uhs.
heeeeeee :D
superb swear dyr mcm kucenq.
jqn mara yeow.
mark my words ' i'll qet my hands on you soon , otey my dear ?? '
sayaaaank anda.
oh ohhh laaaa laaaaa (:

once a spokeperson qoute ' look yourself in the mirror before you judge someone '
i believe its true. really.





now. tis is cute.
trust me , findinq a true friend ifs fcukinq hard.
i had my taste on it.
siqhs. u're neither a friend or foe of mine.
the world can be so deceivinq , the friends whom you thouqht are the bast iqht turne out to be the ones who will turned their backs on you in tyme of need.

it wa so hilarious.
i went out with another love of mine ; laila.
we went for a job hunt.
ohh such a gundus we are.
relly - no kidd.
frm one place to another. darned it was such a hasle to qo to kallanq leisure park.
i tell u , its lyk a maze u knw findinq that place.
ut in all , it was fun.
the qot a called frm baba sayinq that at this place ... they nid ppl.
i'm lyk 'are sure or not ??' 'than he says ya ya ! confrm qet his job one.'
then i say 'confirm or not ? laila ?'
baba say 'ahyo , cnfrm i already say 2 person. jst tell the manager that kak fizah suro dtg'
okieeee , who the hell is kak fizah ??
but nehmind we proceed to that place and viola ! we qot that freakinq job !
amin (:
at last sia .. then we walked around the shoppinq plaza and i saw this HUGE HUGE HUGE ELMO.
i went crazy for that moment. then i look at the price , lagy can qo crazy taw tarq ?
sooo the MAHAL !!
ahyo penqsan oh ini mcm. bleeah !
l8r in the night , my sweeheart SK - shekeen kucenq txt me.
ahhh ! she's also another gyla lyk me.
oh mit me soon taw aye ??
my girlfrends ; shekeen , shiqa , kelly , yana , marr , laila , and my other super close fren ( u all shld knw who are la kan )
hee hee.!
iloveyouall to the max la kan !
jyeaahh ! oh not forqettinq my love too <3
okehh , i will update asap aye ?

have she always been lyk this ?
a coward who runs aways from the reality ? a softie who always chooses to listens to others raher than herself ? or is she simply just plain naive ?
she'd nvr knw the ans for herself.
when it comes to love and relationship as clever as a diploma or even a master holder , she is jst pure gullible , muddleheaded witha very fickled minded heart.
i supposed everybody is ?
she would that it is riqht but tend to reqard it as wronq.
and when it is wronq she would think that it is riqht.
plain dumb or stupid ehy ?
but all she does knw is that her very own heart beats only for the one she love.
she breathe , she lived for hym.
it was lyk as if she's attached to hys very lyfe.
yes , eventhouqh he tends to shoot stuff that is wasn't meant for her tho its would be a lie if she had said she was nvr hurt , and yet stills she would forqive hym.
she chosses to iqnore the 'pain' that was inflicted on her , if he'd becum temperamental all out of a sudden.
and she chosses to smile even if he were to do stuffs that displeases her.
why ? its because she lovedd hym and will continue to do so.
and then aqain , she could be what u all labeled her as a stronq girl.
she loves hym but ain't admittinq it. why ?
its bcus she herself feras her unconditional love for ym.
how irony ? but that is who she really are ..

this is how i look lyk nowadays.


(she stood still silently qazinq up at he clear flawless sky.
she heaved a heavy siqh as her mind slumber into her very small yet hectic mind.
she wondered ,
sometymes she felt that he was ther , by her side.
so close that she could feel hys hot breath aqaisnt her cold pale skin.
lookinq and starinq at her with those plain cozy eyes.
but at tymes she felt at distant.
it was if he was runninq away frm her.
yet hys presence still continues to linqer surpassinq her mind and thouqhts.
but why , is she feelinq dis way ?
her undoubt-y , her consious feelinq , her curiousness will kill her one fine day.
she was loved before.
but was she ever loved now ??
it is a question unanswered nd will continue not to be knwn to her ..

haish.. wad a day to start with. 110110 at 2p o lvl reslt was released.
i flunked my O's laqy. aarrgh !
wad telah hppn eka ??
feel lyk knckinq my hwad aqaisnt the wall ,nd let it bleedtill i fall into ta coma state.
jyeeaahh , dat bad.
ahh , reality do jurt sometymes do they ?
esp , when u didn't qet wad u reali want in lyfe.
lyk some professors or some spokeperson did quote before 'lyf was nvr a bed of roses. one had to deal with failure before one could actuali suceed "
viola ! well said !
its jst dat i felt bad bcus i've let my parents down ):
i'm so sorry ..
i've tried my best. cryinq now wouldn't even do any qood ryte ?
now , all i have to do is to make do with my ppresent lyfe and focus well. insyallah ~
jst hope that i will be able to qet to the course that i want.
oh tday i met yana and marr bby (:
i miss them sia. the goofs and joy of my life (:

finally my blog is done ..
jyeeaaahh !
a few more editing to do ..
it's actually fun tho , with all the trial and errors.
hmm , oh my god ! o results nwt week ( hyperventilatinq )
nahh ! so called already expect the outcomes lurhs.
but its ok lurhs , i mean its not the end of the world ryte which school i will landed l8r on ..
i quess its the people that plays the biq role there.
knw wads ur prioority , main aim and ur discipline is already enuf i quess ?
hhmmm .. still , im feelinq very fcuked up with my ex work place
when can i get my freakinq pay sia ??
i'm so pissed off with the whole pay-delay incident.
this is just so unfair!
stupid work plus stupid manager , arse !
oh well , will update pretty soon ..
shiqa and shekeen mit me soon kays ? syq anda (:

saya sayanq dier selalu (:






kecohh sehy bby .. ( muker tarq perlu ehy .. ahahh )



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aisey , ytd was so havoc and kecohh sehy ..
me and bby boi wandered frm one place to another ..
so many plans that we actuali qo haywire for that moment ..
HEE HEE ..
we played pool , were sprayed with foams , qet our picture taken by random peeps ??
geee ,
i wanted to watch the forth kind but then aqain my adorable yet temperamental mum had to create a din !
grrr ..
i HAD to leave , nd qo bck home ):
uwweeeekkk !! so the sedehh sehy saya ..
at dwntwn , i meet up with shiqa and kelly ( my babies )
jyeaaah ! tapy for a while ajer cus they will be headinq off to simpanq bdk to mkn2 , while i qo bck to my crib ):
chis ! lucky it was all after the countdown , well at least ..
i met my beloved sis , no actuali wait for her lahh , under my block , and oohlala she came bck wif mr naz (:
chey chey ain ??
hahah ..
initially bby want to watch firework , me two but we lack of tyme ..
bby was sad ( alalalalaaa kuchi kuchi )
nxt tyme ajer kays ? there is plenty of tyme aqain insyallah kays ? ~
sayang anda <3>