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get well soon

Monday, August 30

my dearest sweetie hunny bunny adorable baby love is down with a flu and fever ):
ohhh , eka is so worried :X
i went by his house just now to take care of this baby of hers. chey sweet tak aku ? ( perasaan )
coincidentally tmr is baby's sister b'day and her mum is planning a small teeny weeny bday party for her ( lucky she ! i didn't even get to celeb my b'day ever since i've grown older as years to come , the last was when i'm in p3 i guessed ) hehs
so happy advance 13th b'day mira !
have a sweet day ahead , and study hard for your upcoming exams , sorry i did'nt managed to get for you a gift cause kak eka tgh broke uhs ~ sorry sangat sesangat ..
anyway tady love was super kecoh plus adorable to the bang , he play "dance" with his baby mickey
imagine that ? kite on mcm mcm lagu sehy , from R&B , to Reggae , to trance , to electro and House. saaassss ! mcm2 style uh mickey joget ,aku dgn babylove ajer yg tawu .. kan ? kan ? kan ?
anyway , get well soon okeh dear ? eat the ubat(s) and sleep sleep sleep lyk a log ok (:
dah , i love you <3

anyways to shekeen babyg , u pon same rest well if not i cubit u ? ok (:

worst nightmare

Friday, August 27

today i had a nightmare like seriously.
i ended up waking up with tears rolling down my cheek.
oh i wonder if it were to happen for real do i have the strength to pull it off ?
that , i'm not sure myself if i were able to make it.
i remember vividly every single details of what happen in the dream
hope nothing of such happens to me.

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ok today i'm not working , like finally (:
so i'm cutting some slacks at home , and be a good girl for once .. hehhe ( puking )
nahh i might actuali start revising for my upcoming exams on september.
my skills and brains are rotting la kan so i need some brushing ~
i want to watch wujud 4 can ?
kays , for now i'm feeling much better , thanks BabyG for being there for me.
things are being cleared out and i hope things would be for the better.
i will try my best to cope things with much patient and stop thinking negative,
i should have more faith , i will try my very best-est (:

labels: imissmyboyfriend

hurt

Tuesday, August 24

what is love ?

i don't know

time check and i'm not sleepy just yet
something have been bugging me and only Babyg knw ..
what should i ever do.
i feel like shutting myself in.
fade from everyone. i want someone to understand how i feel.
can i cry ? no , it won't make any differences i guessed ?
i'm petrified thinking what's ahead of me , the phobhia is there

i keep my dreams awake

Monday, August 23

i refused to let my tears rolled down easily
i refused to let anger get the better out of me
i refused to succumbed to defeat easily
i refused to give up easily
i refused to let words ache my heart
i refused to listen to others , my heart knows whats best
i will stand straight up on even if i fall flat on my face
i will give my all in everything i do
i will try my very best to hear you out
i will try hard to stay patient , for its a virtue
i will try to mend those broken wounds that i have
i will give my best and try to understand your fickled heart
for all i know is that i just love you

hello semua (:

its been long since i last update ey ?
hehe. i've been busy working , going to Geylang , meeting my beloved much-missed people and stuffs
and shucks i just get to knw that the 8.5 hours which i've worked for on the eve of National Day won't get me a douple pay ..
say Fvuk ! i didn't know untill today so its like sia-sia aje lah aku work long hours.
anyways , last Friday i met up with my lovelies (: we went Geylang
Later on i met up with BabyLove , Issa dearie and her LoverBoy
saap ! it was all unplanned but we all end up having partners , so no one was left out
but , liyana - boifey , and dhani plus myself had to buke in a unique way which is to sit on the floor at joo chiat in front of florist shop having our legs folded in and viola its an instant picnic (:
its what u called , no -where- to- go-to- so- lets- just-sit -here -and- eat -cause- we- don't- give- a shit (:
hehe , the the following next day i went to meet BabyLove as per usual which we headed straight to Geylang . again after buke
before that i was having a major mojo breakdown due to some reasons which i ain't telling here.
but after that i'm fine (:
then i was craving for a bottle of coke as during those time in school and non-fasting period without failed i would buy myself a bottle of coke to start the day off ( kire kan dah mcm ubat uh ) chey ! then i couldn't find any ); yg ader pon coke tin. i dun want :O
i want coke bottle jgk ! ( throw some stupids swearing )
Like seriusly lah , tak kan pat bazaar satu coke botol dun have ? Its sooooooooo impossibolehh.
but being such a sweetheart my BabyLove went all the way back to cheers and bought one for me.
Mind you , i was at the bazaar queuing up for vadeh ( 10 for $2 for mini vadeh ) - it taste super nice ok , and my BabyLove jst told me that he would go and grabbed for me a coke since i've been grumbling and swearing non-stop. tapy i did'nt expect hym to go all the way back to Cheers
awww , kan i dah ckp he can be a sweetheart some time. ily <3
heh , okay i swear that on a saturday the Geylang is so packed that i had a hard time walking.
i was sweating like a dog , and was being pushed here and ther mcm bola -_-
and i see way too many typicals minahhhhs and their matz. sungguh tak perlu
hehe , anyway maybe will be going to Geylang soon again on Saturday -_-
i nak beli wujud 4 lahhh ..

busy lah syaanngg

Sunday, August 22

will do a proper update soon (:

i want to reconcile the violence in your heart

Tuesday, August 17

and he's my boyfriend , my one and only mat-rep ;p

CAT TRIES TO REVIVE HIS DEAD FRIEND - HIT BY A CAR T_T

Saturday, August 14

THIS VIDEO TOUCHES MY HEART )':

oh-i-miss-my-boyfriend

i will miss my ISP-ains cause we won't be seeing each others for a quite sometimes , due to YOG holidays for 2 weeks
So during these two weeks , i will be working my arse off , helping mama with the kuih - baking , chilling at home or maybe meeting LOVE to buka luar sesame.
ohhhh , i've yet been to Geylang.
I want to go cause nak tgk the meriah-ness ..
hahah ! and and i somehow miss my boifey.
It's like he's so near to me and yet so far :O

hmmm .. anyways i miss my BbyG(s) - Marr , Liyana , Shekeen , Issa , Niza , Nisah , Syaza Liyana , Narissa , Atikah and Fazlinah ):

my apple pie

10/08/10
school as per usual , Its fvuken getting bored , but its only because of my lovelies that i'm able to pull off my routine in school.
sayang korang many many okeh (:
Oh aftr school i meet up with LOVE.
He wanted to eat LJS ( promo ramadhan ) so badly since the other tyme we didn't managed to bought it.
So as per usual , being such a sweetheart i went to meet him after school and treat him to eat (:
We decided to settle down and eat at City Square after much thinking.
When we reached , we proceed straight to LJS and order the promo item
Tapy yg sedeh nyerh , the promo starts strictly at 5 pm.
I pon gy la blg LOVE.
LOVE merajok ( insert sad face ) .. He says " alah abey that tyme pat Tiong Bahru org tu ordre before 5 boley , abey i nak order tak boley ? .. Sedeh sehy " Alalalalalala , like small kid kan ? kesian sehy ..
Dah gytu i pon ajak him jln2 around that area , near Mustafa Centre.
I wanted to buy Hindi vcd , maklumlah dah dekat situ ..
So we pon jln2 lah pat situ , tgk ape ape yg patot ..
Aleh2 ade this one indian guy came up to me and say " Excuse me ! Excuse me "
I pon tak layn lah thinking he was toking to someone else.
Then he came up to me and said " Excuse me " I pon like "Yes ?" He says "Are you the worker here? " and look me up down.
I was so shocked and mad. I said " Excuse me ? no ! " .
Trus i walked off OMG ! Ader ke patot dyr samer kan aku dgn thw workers here.
Then i think uh apsal sia mamat tu ingt i'm one of the workers ?
Then i knw why , its because i look like one too -_- , kepale hotak lah !
Just because I'm wearing my blue ITE kemeja ? and long pants with black shoes. Duh ! aku baru balek dari skulah okey ? Musibot lah ( eka angry nih ) hehehhe.
I pon blg uh LOVE and thanks ey , u pon turut ketawe kan i ey ? pfft !
Jln punyer jln sekali dah pukol 5 dahhh .. So we headed bck to LJS to buy the promo items (: HOORAH !
Tapy , alagkah sodeh nyerh LOVE ckp Tak Sodap -_-
Apedahhh , buat susa ajer dtg alek ajer , i nak lyn kan dyr tapy dyr tak suke the food pulak .. pfft !
Tapy LOVE gagah uh , mkn combo 2 plus the promo items plus my chicken ug i simply cannot abes kan .. Vavavoooom !
Nmpk ajer kurus lampai tapy tank kamu besar dehh bhy (: hehe
Pastu he takder keje he buat his own secret recipe , ni kalau jual pon tak akn laku nyerh . takder org nak ..

its cheese , with a bit of coke + sprite , and mixed with the sauce + chili sauce garnished it with 2 sticks of fries , wedges + pineapple and to top it with coke float (: amacam ? nak try ? bby says he jual this for 60 cents ajer ? nak ? errrrrrrr .. ;X

do i look like one of the Mustafa Centre worker ? hmmf ! Not !

so many things to do so little time

its been long since i last post .. been super busy and caught up with so many things ; homework , assignments and stuffs.
on national day itself i met up with niza , amir , issa and fahmi.
sadly my babyLOVE is silently sleeping at home , so peaceful and undisturbed except for my continuously msges and endless miss calls trying to wake him up for i want his companion.
i missed him lah kan , so we procedeed to 'Grandlink' for karaoke sing-ing session.
It was Fun except for the fact that my dearest weren't here with me sadly so all the couples sang duets whereas i sang lonesome songs.
nyeeaah LOVE arrived later , after we had finished singing , tapy tarq mengape at least his presence is still worthwhile (:
he says that he wants to be there for me lau tarq buat aper i got boifey , btol ? awwwwwwwwww suhweeeeeeeeeet kaannnnnnnnnnn LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE aku nih !
after that we headed to Arab street to ahve our dinner as all of us are famished.
aduhhhh , we ordered around 945 but we get our dinner by 10.20 gytu ?
wth gytu loh ? lambat kan ? .. tapy i guessed its because there was alot of ppl ..
over all its fun , and i love it <3

ola people

Wednesday, August 11

woah , am currently busy with loads of stuffs ~

will update asap yeow ("

baby mcm baby (:

Saturday, August 7

i went to work 9am in the morning today.
the crowd as expected was a lot as usual.
customers keep coming in and out no-stop , so i was bustling here and there mcm org gila ( agk nyerh hary2 gyni bley kurus sehy aku :p )
but nehhhh , i end work at 12 today , so i proceed to fetch baby first.
initially our plan was to catch the " matra " movie at causewey point and which is supposedly to be screened on 5th august already.
but when i checked online there were no details about the movie at all.
sedeh-ing tawk ):
so we decided to catch the last air-bender instead at tamp. but while we were on our way to tamp , i said to baby that my mp3 earpiece rosak. so we dropped at Iluma instead and bought the earpiece.
both for me and love ( babylove sibok ajer hehhe. kidds )
dah alang alang dah pat situ , we pon gy uh check the availabilities.
sekali aderh uh , so we just bought the ticket lahs. " aang " - the air-bender is so cute (:
i likeeeeeeeee (;
okay that is all , will update soon whenever i'm free
xoxo

p/s : nary babylove got his mickey mouse. would have loved to see his reaction when he got his mickey. CUTE BACEN uh .. like one small kid sio yg baru dpat mainan gytu ..
hoho , kidds love. nyeet ;p
eka suke sngt sngt .. bhhy , jage elmo i jugak tawk ?

sweet love

Friday, August 6

today we had NDP celebration in skul , had to arrived early in the mornign for BL ( Bridge Leader )
and i was late so i had to pay the $1 fine -_-
then proceeded to help didi with the mascot costume.
ohhhhhh !
didi look super cool lah, but sadly we didn't managed to win )':
oh well , better luck next year nd cheer up ISP (:
then as i finished early tday i met babyLOVE
i seriously miss him gyle babi to the bang nyerh sehy ..
finally gytu loh i get to meet hym so went to watch " salt "
that show is supeeeeeeeeeeeer nice ,
really had fun tday with hym , nd baby is like a kid - majne ( i likeeee ) hehe , ok will update soon ehhh ..
xoxo

kites , bubbles and laughter (:

faridah (:

si , kecik

partner , ku

darling , ku

muke ku kelepek abes -_-

narissa baby

me and xin-yu ( the pendek(s) )

muker ku chibay ! staphanie nd me (:

me and jialer (:

beloved gfs (:

atikah , fazlina , jia ler , eka , liyana , xinyu , staphanie , narissa , badariah , dilia , faridah

oh sexcitements habes sehy on thurs. no skul for me on this very day cause we went for a class outing at marina barrage ! fuuuuuuuuuuun gyle babi sehy to the max two words "coolshit awesome" (: (: we played kite flying ( actuali i didn't la ) hehe , but i was there kpo-ing ajer , then we played twister. ahhh and i was out on the first round -_- ( cheating ) pfft ! hha. but the weather is so effing hot sia. we were practically sweating tawk. eeeeee .. dah tak se-tyle sehy. make-up melting u know .. ooooh , the best part was , we get to eat pizza ! we were starving for fooooooood baby. so aku stndard mcm babi lurhs kan ? hehe :D i eat 2 slices of pizza and 2 chicken wings and 1/4 of garlic bread. hoho ! i was famished so what to do ? aftr that myself and 4 of my gfs went ahead to chinatown first , before procceding to bugis ltr on. whye chinatown ? because i want to cash-out babe (: i need the money bebeh .. so we proceed to chinatwn. ohh thank u gfs (: aku love korang psl u all teman me .. liyana , atikah , fazlina , nd badariah <3 we headed bugis aftr i cash-out and hell yeah we shop for our life's. macam2 i buy sehy , baju(s) , sandals , shorts .. fuhhh , kaya se-moment la kan ? then narissa dear wanted a princess balloon. she've been wanting a balloon so i just bought the balloon for her. should have seen her reaction sehy. she jumped lyk one small kid and hug me. her face were all red. awww .. cute sehy her reaction gfs and bfs , this day is so awesome. i want more of this please (: heheh.

dedicated to boifey

Wednesday, August 4

this is actually how i feel at times :
this song is dedicated to you & i just want you to know that i don't purely have the intention to neglect you.

sometimes i forget - Agnes

I get so busy and I shut you out
And you don't have a clue what that's about
You're probably thinking that I'm getting mad at you
I should take the time to just explain
That you're the only thing that keeps me sane
Cause that would really be the kindest thing to do
Even though there's no one who is closer to my heart
I can see that I have kept you in the dark

Sometimes I forget
Sometimes I don't think
To show the things I feel
and to tell you what I mean
But there is not a day
That ever passes by
That I don't thank god
That I've got you in my life
If you have any doubts of what my love is about
I just wanted you to know

I wouldn't blame you if you turned away
But I'd be begging you to stop and stay
You're more important to me than I ever show
So if you're thinking I don't care as much
That I don't appreciate your love
Well, I'd be devastated if you let me go
Oh, I hate to think I didn't give you the attention you deserved
So I'm hoping now that you believe these words

Sometimes I forget
Sometimes I don't think
To show the things I feel
and to tell you what I mean
But there is not a day
That ever passes by
That I don't thank god
That I've got you in my life
If you have any doubts of what my love is about
I just wanted you to know

I just wanted you to know
I just wanted you to feel what I feel for you
I just wanted you to know

excitements

Monday, August 2

The Highlights :

wheeeee (:
can't wait for this coming Thursday
will be having a blaasssssst time with my sugars and candies (:
and looking forward on sat , will be having a date with BabyLove
and will be getting my pay soon
at last ! i'm going to be rich soon.
oh what a bliss (:

the quiz

Sunday, August 1

A Boyfriend Quiz, with some Ex Boyfriend Questions Created by someone1234 and taken 12096 times on Bzoink
~!~Step One~!~
Are you taken?? (this survey is really for taken people anyways):	definitely (:
If so, by who??:	by ny beloved mohd hafiz ; kojack (:
How tall is he??:	179cm
How much does he weigh??:	err , 60 + i think
Hair Color??:	black
Eye Color??:	light brown
What is his best physical feature??:	his eyes (:
~!~Step Two~!~
How long have you two been going out??:	1 year plus
What is the best moment you guys have had together??:	having in each others arms (:
The worst??:	when i'm left alone for quite sometimes
If you could change anything on him, what would it be??:	probably his hack-care attitude and the "maki"-ness ? hehe
Do you love him??:	its a obvious yes
Do you judge by his looks or his personality??:	personalities , his looks are a plus point (:
If he went completely broke, would you care??:	not really , hehe
If he died tomorrow what would you do??:	i will spend the last moments with him making him as if he owns the world. but tmr i'll either wailed my lungs out or cry in silence )':
How far have you gone with him??:	secret :p
Do you plan on marrying each other??:	i do .. for him ? hehe , idk
~!~Step Three~!~
Who is you last ex??:	if i'm not wrong , his name is Dol
Why did you guys break up??:	he's stupid , i was too
Was he better then your recent boyfriend??:	obviously no eh ..
How long were you guys going out??:	sadly , only for 2 weeks ? (lol)
Who is better looking??:	erm , i dun really go for looks (:
If he asked you back out what would you do??:	err , why not as FRIENDS only ?
Does your recent boyfriend like him??:	they dun evrn knw each other in the first place nd i doubt they want to (:
Do you guys even talk??:	about what ?
Are you friends??:	no
Do you still have TINY feelings for him??:	definite no (:
Did you love him??:	i did'nt i guessed
~!~Step Four~!~ Back to your recent boyfriend
Do you trust him??:	errr , its kinda hard .. i dun really have the ans to that quest
If you do, how do you know??:	i let him be .. he's free to do anything without me having to control his doings
If you don't, why??:	because of a mistake , he made which i already forgive him (: nd forget too
Where did you two meet??:	its cliche , under the block ( not mine nor his house area ey )
How long ago was this??:	i first met him last year jan (:
Do your parents like him??:	of course , needless to say
Does his parents like you??:	i think so (:
Can he drive??:	taking his car license now (:
I don't think I asked this but how old is he?? (if I did sorry):	20 this year
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hello , august (:

oh kays , ytd i went to watch TEKKEN with BabyLove at Iluma
and we had the 2nd row seat to the front. alers ..
sungguh tak fun la kan ? i thought BabyLove would get angry or ape lah kan ? cus he once said to me that he hated seating thr front rows.
but BabyLove ckp , he don't mind. He says seeing me happy , he is already contented
awwwww. sweet kan bby saye nie ?
and i jst get to find out that he is left with only a few bucks till hys next pay which will be in two weeks time );
ala , then why waste money watching the TEKKEN movie kan bhy ? pfft ! but he says he dun mind , as long its for me ..
aye , he is getting sweeter la kan ? amin ~
hehehe .. and im elated cause i will be getting my pay soon ehhh ^^ .. plus plus im sexcited having to spend the day with ISP on this coming thurs (: and of course i'm planning to spent the day with BabyLove on this coming sat (:
hooraaaah ! i can't wait much much