okay just got my GPA results , and sooooo ..
shucks , was kinda disappointing. sighs but there's no time for regrets and all
but i feel so down , some sort of i feel like I'm dumb ?
i know i know ppl around me have been so nice to try and cheer me up saying that there's time for improvements ,this is only the 1st semester and there will be another one ... etc ..
oh well so you see i just dun want to feel as if I'm a retarded loser.
:X
okay , school is starting soon and I'm not up to it , but yes i have to mugged my studies if i want to be able to make it to the poly that i want. yeahh. sighs , so many things to do so little time.
so many things have been bugging me and prolly well I'm too tired to keep tracks of all these things anymore
I'm tired of having to pretend whereas everything is never OK to begin with. Tired of having to keep reminding myself that everything will go fine smooth sailing. But most of all tired of having to lie to my feelings
A soul came forward to me and told me that i shouldn't keep things to myself and why do i still preferred to keep in mum for everything that had happened ? whereas i should be showing what i truly feel ..
Is that is ? but hey , I'm never one who showed my true emotions. i know its kind of dumb holding everything to myself.
because i should potray my feelings at the very least ppl would know how i truly feels but heck i'm one stubborn headed girl ain't i ? I'm not sure how long i am able to withstand everything
I'm not sure how long can i stay as patient as ever
I'm not sure how long will i able to pull if off , how long i can i keep mum on it ?
but hey , I'mma still a strong girl baby .who will keep on having positive vibes around her * fingers crossed
who still have a glimspe of faith underneath her. just be there for her (';
who really needs her loves & and her man <3
p/s : i don't have the ideal type of man , to me you are just perfectly fine to me (: