ok so how's work ?
cam qytu jgak ..
ytd i met baby.
cehhhy bday dyr la kan ?
aisey dah 18 yrs old sehy uby ? ( he told me tell everyone he's only 18 lah )
hahah.
cute kan dyr (:
soooooooooo.
yq sedeh nyerh ): ): i've not get my pay jst yet.
WRONG TIMING uhs ubby , so present on hold dulu yer ?
hehhee.
shynk kamuu ..
anw , ade ke patot uby mntk pipe motor ?
any idea how m uch it cost ??
500-800 bucks ?!
ade i tot its around 300-500 the most.
aishey , qyni mcm qaji i sebulan pon taq cukop shey b ?
hehe.
nehmind , will get you other stuff kays ?
hee.
oh oh nxt week qy sheesha perh u all ?
jyeoow ! jady ehky ?
baby ; ily , imy , ihy , ind

ahhhhhhhh !
bsk i start work alek !
malas perh akuuu ..
sheessh ~
tu la lonq tyme no work kan ??
sighs ~
oh dear ! with a big capital D
bsk 250210 is officially baby's bday 1
actually no uhs , by right time check : 4 1/2 more hours left till ur bday (:
aisey da tua shey uby ..
heheh. eh eh no , uby maseh 18 kan kan kan ? :p
wish u all the best kayh love !
sowie i owe u a big big apologise ayte ?
i blum qot enuf money uhs love.
present on hold dulu kayh ?
hehehehe (:
shayaaaaaank kamu baby (:
mmuuaaaah ~

dear love ;
i jst enjoy beinq with you.
i jst dun knw whye but i simply love to be around you.
every moment , every seconds counts for me.
time is just so precious that if you got caught in it , den dats it.
cus we all do not that we can't turn back tyme no matter how hard u wants it.
as for me i've learned how important life is and its values.
love ?
never did i guess anyone knws how i truly felt.
love is undefineable , unpredictable , and unspoken.
sighs.
i won't deny that im afraid to love.
it is because of certain reasons .. yeahh certain reasons that i actually couldn't find the strenght to brace nd face the world out ther.
reality check ; rare humble guys out there.
but still , i couldn't help myself from fallinq for you love.
this is somethinq beyond my control and it is inevitable.
its not dat i don't want to but it is the fear that keeps holdinq on to me engulfinq me lyk eternal flame.
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i've knwn love for quite sometymes , quite an amazement that is as i've finally managed to pull off a relationship this lonq ..
amin ~
do i love him ?
yes i do .. yes i do ..
but i find it soo hard to admit it to him and to myself.
whye is that so ?
i guess im jst scared to lose hym nd my love aqain.
i tried to be harsh on love.
tried to act all mighty , brave , stronq - hearted and all.
but deep down in me i knew i was a fool to be deceived and consume by lies.
bhy , no matter how retarded i look , how silly i behave , how stupid i look , how messy i am , anythinq BUT nice you were still there.
u smile patiently lookinq at me hands holdinq out to me.
my heart jst sank.
u tolerate my irritatinq nonsence , untemperamental childish behaviour without fail.
whye ? whye are you so kind to me ?
don't be .. cus i might just be consune by guilt.
but bhy , u shld knw that in every other way i would nvr evr dream to hurt you the slightest bit.
sumhw i'd jst wished i'd knw how you feel.
for me , and what do you think of me ..
i knw bhy , im not the perfect girl , yet alone your dream girl ..
but i promised to myself that i want nad will try to be your best girlfrend.
eventhough im not ur longest jst yet girlfren.
i jst hope that u would love me as your own as i've learne dto love you lyk my very own.
this ain't just simply words.
i meant everythinq .
i knw a rel isin't all smooth sailinq. ther are ups and downs.
i do hope you can pardon me for my wrongdoinq all this while bhy .
as i've forgive and forget evrythinq , you knw me well bhy.
i love you bhy <3 color="#33cc00">ps : bhy , i narq naek swinq aqyk ?! at hg there. kays ? qo .. had fun with you nawie bhy.
mmmmuuaaaahhhh ~

will update pictures for the day asap ;
must wait for the pics frm abanq uhs ..
so ya ,
right now im feelinq restless ;
due to somethinq lah kans ..
haish ..
erm ..
and ya saye terqarok2 lyk berok sehy now.
stopidd uhs qyni.
benci lahs sayeeeeeeeer ):

sumpah tady was fun sia.
me , love , issa , fahmi , adam nd stella (:
seriusly lah.
there was soooo much fun nd laughter.
tgk issa pey kekek us.
saye pon aper kuranq nyerh la kans ??
hehe.
i tok , cried , laugh all full of crap shey.
hehehehh.
maluuuuuuuuuuuu siaaa qyni.
hehe.
narq aqyk uh !
next tyme ehyk ?
oteyyy qoood

jyeaaah !
finally love is back (:
saya winduuuu awk sgt2 lah ..
we went out to watch the wolfman.
kau ! citer dyr sket pey kurenqs ~
cus bnyk terkjt2 ahh.
babi !
nsb i dun have heart attck if tarq can mati liao (:
hehe.
overall , it was a fun day out with love ..
ps : i had a embarassinq moment shey ):
aduhh , only shekeen dear tawuk uhs wad really hppn ..
heheh.
b , rahsia ehyk ??
" t i kelua i pkai ppr beg with two holes uhs "
(:

hello semua (:
im back hime early tday so i decided to bloq ..
hee hees.
oh oh !
my beloved intan payonq cincin berlian loveee is cominq back soon !
lyk in erm , 1800 hours tyme (:
yeay ..
happy nyerh saye !
saye miss hym soooooo the very much tawuk.
so ytd ; i work frm 9am to 9pm.
12 hour in total ..
tarq ke ko aku ?
punyer la penaaatt naq mampos.
really ..
aduhh , tapy tarqpe lah double pay so tarq psl sngt (:
bsk saye mit baby , naq lps kan rindu lah kans ?
jyeeaah !
so will update more.
shekeen dear , meet me soon ayte ?
love kamu <3

tday at work , is so suckish.
bleeaah ~
i was 'cheated' by a customer.
wad i mean cheated was that , one customer came by nd decided to take away food.
i key in her order was ablou to ask her to pay first when she came to me nd say ' erm , i will be cuming back ltr'
so , trustinq her i key in the take away hold.
and so , i waited nd waited for that lady.
well , lets cut it short she nvr came bck.
wtf ?
and guess wad my colleaque told me that i had to pay for that salad ??
whhhhhaaaaatttt ??!!
salad = $14.50 , not includinq the gst mine you.
laqy i qot not much money w me.
tak ke i panic ?
how ? how ?
mati lahhhh qyni mcm.
manager pon ckp u ask kak pizah or azi how.
see , how can use the staffs funds tak ?
damn , aku taqnaq nyusahkn doranq wad.
ahhh .. toloonq !!
trus i qot no choice , i met my area manaqer.
i told her , trus nsb she kind lah ehyk she say i can pay for you tapy when can i pay her bck ?
aduhh , trus she say u ask sheiful to pay lah for you ?
trus gedebak gedebuk , sumer otey.
manager cumer acah me ajer tady.
bleeaaah ~
maner lah i knw la kan ?
aduhh , paranoid sia aku.
taubat ah eka !
bikin kanhonq spider ajer.
buti still feel bad la kans ..
nxt tyme becareful ah eka eka ..
valentine's day ytd ? aww , i nvr celeb lurhs.
):
indeed i nvr plan to cus i dun lyk all this valentine day nd all ..
to me , beinq with the one you love is already special for each and every moment.
not only for just one specific data but every moment each secods counts (:
baby love will be back soon (:
countdown : 2 days 24 hours (:
miss kamu baby , hubby , intan payonq , cincin berlian ..
mmmuaaaaahhhh !

ahh !
valentine's day is 2mr.
nd im celebratinq it alone ?
jyeaaahh , bby is out of town.
oh well.
idun really mind lahs , cus im workinq too.
10 bucks one hour taw.
saperlahh tarqnaq kan ?
well , tday ws super duper busy at work.
aik ? eve of chi new yr pon rmai orq kahh ?
tot , they will be havinq their reunion or busy w preparations or wad ?
jyeeaahh.
love is cuminq bck soon (: (:
lyk in 5 days tyme. hooray !
happy nyerh saya ! i miss diyer lahs.
soon soon soon eka !
awww , i miss shekeen dearest too.
b , i hope you are fine ?
dun stress2 otey later kena jual dqn ah pek karanq guni tawuk.
yana bby , imy two (:

ytd at 11am in the morninq ,
i went to the airport to send ny love off.
aww , i will miss this mat lyk qyler babi nyerh.
i felt lyk cryinq pon adeh.
he look at me i look at hym ..
sighs.
chill eka ! 8 days ajerh.
not 9 weeks or months or worst , years.
ahh kau amek ! dat one i cnt take it sia ..
cnfrm rindu smpai tarq terkata nyerh sehy b ..
aduhh ,
countdown : 7 MORE DAYS
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aftr dat i went out to mit shekeen the cat aka giraffe (:
haha.
otey , i was late.
maaf shynk !
i slept over at apiz house pas tqk cite santau lurhs ..
santau best sehy ! not scary but jst nice ..
esp , the part when the jin say " ni.. na.. ni.. na.. "
cute sia !
haha.
so bck aqain i met shekeen at E-HUB.
she narq cari work lurhs.
so we went to the cinema ticketinq booth nd ask if ther is any vacancy.
adoi , she yq narq work , i have to ask ehyk ?
hehe , taqpe dah biase jady muke tmbok (:
pastu we head off to p.ris park to chill ..
wheee , the anqin was so the stronq , like can tercmpak qytu sehy.
as per nrmal i yack nd yack lyk one ah ma qytu.
hehe.
around 8 plus qytu , we head off home.
ahh , we are so the clever esp saye dat i took the wronq bus home.
i need to take bus 8 but instead i took bus 18.
no wonder lah i feel sumthinq ois so wronq wen the bus head off to somewher unfamiliar.
but lucky the bus stops at bdok inter.
phew ! i laqy can ask the bus drvr thinkinq dat ths is bus 8 , " this bus stops here ah ? not mcphsn meh, cnfrm ahh ? "
eka ! he's a bus drver , of course la he knws la. tak kan la he yg sala kan ?
doinks !
ahh , wad a day.
bby , i miss kamu nd shynk kau uh.



shekeen nd me (;

okay how was my work nowadays ?
i tell u actuali this is the first tyme dat i actuali look forward to cum to work.
SERIUS.
i swear.
but not to lie lah , aderlah kdq2 tu i lazy jqk.
but i tink its bcus of the surroundinq nd the ppl over ther dat makes me wnt to work almost everyday.
jyeaah.
tday , i was posted to imm juronq coffee club.
shortage of ppl la katekn.
when i reached ajer , im so the tongong sia , lyk seriusly its dii frm the my workplace.
duh !
ok la the ppl over ther , but i still love my own ppl (:
hehe.
then manaqer called if i can go to ct hall nyerh coffee club tarq ?
sudah ! sure cnt make it one.
haha.
ahhh , will miss bby sia.
nabehy uh.
nsb i workinq if not ahh cnfrm i can mentally qo crazy.
trust me.
jyeaaah ! on the 13 , 14 , 15 16 , i work.
nd whye im so happy abt it ?
well , double pay siol !
1 hr 10 bucks ! saper tarqnarq ??
org qyle ajer tarqnarq.
hees.
ok lah will update soon.
ps : should i cut my fringe ? my hair ? hmm , how ehyk ?



my pic wif adeq (: