first thing first , i'm sure every girl has their very own list of wants and needs in their boyfriend/ husband to - be ryte ? the list can go from , wanting to have a tall boyfriend , muscular broad and the list goes on and on and on .... the same goes for me , in which i want THIS in my boyfriend :

1. He has to be Tall Medium-height Short


2. Either he must have a dimple / a big big eyes (:


3. He must have a huge sense of humour


4. He must be sweet at all times


5. He must learn or at least know how to cook ? ( frying egg will do )


6. He will be there for me through my ups and downs


7. He must learn to give and take for i am a very stubborn - headed girl (:


8. He must not be too Fat or too Thin : Medium will do


9. He must give me good nyte wishes everyday (:


10. He must be the sweet - oh - so - romeo type


11. He should alter and think before he speaks his minds off


12. He must not be rude towards me

and the list goes on and on and on .... too idealistic ryte ? in which i will never be able to achieve. But surprisingly , this isin't really what i wanted in my boyfriend .. i supposed this is the USED-TO-BE list la kan ? But hey , this is precisely why i love my boyfriend (: Because he does not pocessed at least 50% of the "criteria" in which i want in my too - idealistic list. What i actually wanted before in my list was that he is way too prefect. Too perfect is a no good thing , because by then there is no point in having the relationship where everything is perfect ? No fighting ( i didn't really mean to say that fighting is really good la ey ? ) , no miscommunication , no misunderstanding , no jealousy and all .. And from what i've learned all these tense of fighting stuffs will only make the relationship stronger than ever because this is the only time u actually show ur true self and this will eventually make u and ur partner understands each other more. You will then learn how to appreciate one another , to care , and to give and take.

My Boyfriend :

1. He is way too Tall for me ( but this is what that makes it so awesome (: he can give me the sense of security when he leans on and give me a hug )


2. He do have a HUGE sense of humour which never fails to get me rolling on the floor ;D


3. He has big eyes ( i have a soft spot for anyone with big eyes/ dimples)


4. He is the gila-gila kind


5. He speaks off anything that came ryte into his mind ( staright-forward i guess )


6. He does not knw how to cook ( which only gives me the chance to improve on my cooking skill )


7. He may not be the oh-so-romeo kind ( but that makes it more interesting )


8. He do not give me surprises often ( but when he actually did , im caught off guard and so elated (: )


9. He is neither fat nor medium but skinny for my own preference ( but he eats alot )


10. He dont really give me good nyte wishes ( but who cares )

See , this is why i love my boyfriend ok ? Because he is simply him. He does not change to sumbody else jst because someone told hym to or ask him to. He takes me for who i am. He love me for who i am and not for who i was. He don't care about my horrific past. He cares for my like my own. He knows me too well for me to even lie. And lastly because he loves me (;

Dear , i knw things have been hard for us nowdays. We rarely meet up and spent time together lyk we used to. I'm busy skuling , working , and you working .. but my love for you nvr fades pon tawk. I jst hope that you will stay patient. and Just so u know i love you , a lot