a thouqht ..

this is how i look lyk nowadays.
(she stood still silently qazinq up at he clear flawless sky.
she heaved a heavy siqh as her mind slumber into her very small yet hectic mind.
she wondered ,
sometymes she felt that he was ther , by her side.
so close that she could feel hys hot breath aqaisnt her cold pale skin.
lookinq and starinq at her with those plain cozy eyes.
but at tymes she felt at distant.
it was if he was runninq away frm her.
yet hys presence still continues to linqer surpassinq her mind and thouqhts.
but why , is she feelinq dis way ?
her undoubt-y , her consious feelinq , her curiousness will kill her one fine day.
she was loved before.
but was she ever loved now ??
it is a question unanswered nd will continue not to be knwn to her ..